a night that fades..

tak tentu arah

2010-06-16T13:53:00.000-07:00

wa pon xtau ape nak jadi dgn hidup wa lepas ni..
selama ni pon wa dok pakai redah je..
so ape2 yg dtg dlm hidup wa..
wa akan sedia laluinya dgn tabah..
betul atau salah wa tak peduli..
mmg wa selalu ikut gerak hati wa..
hidup penuh dgn cabaran..
itu lah hakikat sebenar kehidupan di dunia ini..
kadang2 ape org ckp wa dengar..
kadang2 wa buat tak port je..
ape je yg jadi ni wa percaya semuanya takdir..
ya Allah.. tabahkan lah hati ini.. beri lah petunjuk..
agar dpt wa dpt mengharungi segala dugaan dan rintangan..
liku kehidupan di dunia ini..
amin..

why ?

2010-06-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

kenapa lah gua ni lembut hati sgt..
i never learn from my mistakes.. is that it ?
i dont know what am i doing now.. god !!!

ehemm..

2010-06-12T02:35:00.000-07:00

mlm ni gua dinner kt Shangri-La KL
heee

pehhhhhhh..

2010-06-12T01:54:00.000-07:00

mak aii.. bapak lama gile wa tak update blog ni.
mcm dah lupa da yg blog gua ni wujud.
so.. let me get things straight..
wa dah tamatkan diploma gua..
and gua baru je konvo aritu..
agak "mayhem" la gak keadaan time tu..
tp gua hepi.. family gua tetap dtg tgk wa konvo.
dpt 3 jambak bunga beb !
and the day before.. sis gua plak kawen.
kakak wa hepi dpt laki..
wa hepi dpt sorg lagi abg ipar.
dia cool weyh ! walaupun dia sebaya gua..
ape ade hal !
yg penting dorg hepi..
keluarga wa pon hepi.
heee
and wa da tau result exam wa baru2 ni.. and it sucks ! (but it suits me though)
tp tak kesah laa..
yg penting.. result ni.. akan jadi surplus dlm pointer gua..
ni lah pointer yg paling rendah yg gua akan dpt time degree ni.
u just wait ahh UiTM.. u wait !!!

time cuti ni.. wa dpt ramai kawan online yg best2..
Dea Hazli a.k.a kecik a.k.a little mermaid
Wida Suhaimi a.k.a gadis cemburu
Diyana Wan Amir a.k.a Model Cleo (pheeewwiitt !!!)
Jasmeen Irwan a.k.a Dory
all of them are my buddypoke !!! heee
and also..
Noor Syafiqah Azahar a.k.a Pikachu

u guys are really cool !

so i guess that's about it.. bende2 yg jadi dlm life wa sepanjang wa tak update blog ni.
kalo ada ape2 yg tak cukup biar la.. gua pon bknnye igt sgt.. haha

heee

2010-04-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

heeee

happy !

2010-03-20T15:47:00.000-07:00

I am happy and i am in Love. enough said.

u think you are so cool huh ?

2010-02-09T05:41:00.000-08:00

uiiyaii.. gua skrg neh mmg tgh lemau giler siot ! smlm gua tido 2 jam jek.. study event nye pasal lew ! last2.. gua bawak gak bestfren gua.. ishkk..
agak lama gak laa gua biar blog gua neh berhabuk ! tp arineh mcm tetibe je gua rasa nak tulis..
seyes laa weii gua tak paham laa life.. memula gua jumpa sorg minah semak ! pastu lekk lama sket.. jumpa lagi sorg ! lagi lama gua perhati.. mcm lagi byk plak semak yang tumbuh ! SEMAK SEMAK MACAM PUKIMAK WEYYYYHHH !!! when u saw a rotten fruit from the outside.. it doesnt mean that from the inside is also rotten. but the best part is.. dont you ever think that a fruit that seems so good.. you just simply straight away grab and eat it ! you will never know whats going on from the inside !!! what if all the sudden there a bunch of MAGGOTS crawling inside your mouth came from the inside of the fruit ???
gua xtau laa cmne lagi gua nak cite nehh !!! rasa mcm gua nak setel je tross.. tp lekk.. YOU WANNA PLAY A GAME ? BRING IT ON !!!

from beginning till ending

2009-12-22T15:33:00.000-08:00

gua nak semua bende berjalan lancar.. tu je

Alhamdulillah..

2009-11-28T08:46:00.000-08:00

ish.. mcm da lama btol gua tak update blog neh.. ape2 pon gua nak ucap alhamdulillah dulu. akhirnya gua dpt gak habiskan diploma.. biar pon da lambat nak mampos.. tp at least gua tetap dpt tunaikan impian gua. setelah puas gi class, praktikal, pahit manis yg gua da lalui selama ni akhirnya membuahkan hasil. impian penuh gua sebenarnya masih lagi jauh utk di lalui.. tp jgn risau.. gua tetap akan capai kesemuanya !!!

selama gua tak update blog gua neh.. mcm2 benda jadi seyh !!! gua nak je cite satu2.. tp bile pk2 balik.. biar je la wa simpan dlm diri gua.. kalo gua cite.. BIKIN SEMAK KEPALA JE !!! tapi yang pasti.. gua da byk tinggalkan tabiat2 buruk gua.. mmg gua da buat keputusan.. gua harap tuhan akan buka pintu hati gua utk terus membuat keputusan yg bijak dlm menempuhi hidup gua yg selebihnya neh. gua nak ucap terima kasih kepada org2 yg selalu berada di samping gua.. i love you all !!!

nt kalo ada masa gua akan update lagi blog neh. sekian.

sabar..

2009-10-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

last2 menet ade je hal ! mcm sial laaa !!! ade jek bende yg majal ! knape laa tuhan uji aku cmni.. ape lagi salah yg aku dah wat ? i only got like what ? 1 week ? less than 2 weeks ? damn it !!!

puasa...

2009-09-03T00:10:00.000-07:00

skejap je.. tau2 da dekat setengah bulan da kita berpuasa.. pas wa da cek2 balik.. rupanya kurang lagi 3 minggu wa da nak abes praktikal neh.. tp yg potoinyee.. wa abes 18hb !!! ape yg potoi sgt pasal 18hb neh ? 18 hb tu.. sebelum raya !!! takde la makan2 utk wa !!!
selama neh.. sume student praktikal yg len bile time nak blah je dorg celebrate bes2 ! bile time wa nt ?? pose beb ! nak celebrate mende ??? adoiii.. ahh xde hal laa.. janji wa abes praktikal neh..
then move on to the next episod... report writing !!! geezz..

Kamus Jepun

2009-08-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

KAMUS JEPUN

1.Yang pemarah - KEIJI CACIMAKI
2.Yang suka berjimat - SAYORI SUKAMURA
3.Yang bisu - KIETA TADASORA
4.Yang suka makan nasi - NANACHi KASIBANYA
5.Yang suka layan blues - APO NADIKATO
6.Yang suka belajar - ASHIKO ULANGKAJI
7.Yang kerap bikin kacau - WAKASI HURUHARA
8.Yang sangat kedekut - MATIMATI TAMOKASI
9.Yang suka sangat tidur - ICHIBAN TIDOMATI
10.Yang suka mengintai - HINTAI AKOSUKA
11.Yang tua - TARAGIGI PADANMUKA
12.Yang kena tinggal bini - SUSAHATI BINILARI
13.Yang suka merempit - SAJA CARIMATI
14.Yang Lembab - AYUMI SIPUTBABI
15.Yang Ada Kudis - IKOBADAN ADE KUDISKA

My Favourite T-Shirt !!!

2009-08-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

uiii.. t-shirt ni mmg style laa..

sape nak weii ??

leh order kat gua !!!

ahahahahahahaaa..

puasa woii !!!

2009-08-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

jumaat or sabtu ni dah nak pose dah..
so gua akan make sure yg puasa gua tahun ni akan penuh !!!
gua nak raya sakan weii !!!
huhuhu..

MTV World Stage !!!

2009-08-11T21:26:00.000-07:00

MTV Asia Presents : World Stage LIVE IN MALAYSIA

FEATURING :

HOOBASTANK

OTHER ARTISTS INCLUDE :

KASABIAN: THE GREAT HERETICS OF BRITISH ROCK
British’s rock royalty is setting a bar-raising benchmark for rock music in 2009!

RAYGUN: BLAZING A NEW TRAIL FOR POP ROCK
Get wild and reckless with this exuberant new British quartet

PIXIE LOTT: HAIL TO THE NEW TEENAGE POP PRINCESS
Impish and full of spunk, this young pixie is ready to roll

BOYS LIKE GIRLS: INTENSE. INTROSPECTIVE. AND HUNGRY TO ROCK
The new kids from Boston are out to make you sway with their emotionally-charged riffs!

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS: DRILLING NEW ROADS IN THE ROCK WORLD
Bringing the American dream to an all new level

ESTRANGED: MALAYSIA’S FINEST ROCK ACT
These unapologetic cultural mavericks are out to get you grooving
(support our local music scene !!!)

FOR THOSE WHO WANT WORLD STAGE PASSES.. CONTACT ME A.S.A.P.
TICKETS SELLING FAST !!!

Harry Potter UNRELEASED !!!

2009-08-10T01:35:00.000-07:00

haa.. bagi sesiapa yg fanatik cite harry potter tu..

mesti korg dah tgk sume episod cite2 dia kan ???

tp korg silap..

ada satu cite harry potter unreleased !!!

mesti korg tak penah tgk laa..

HARRY POTHEAD

AND THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONED !!!

HAHAHAHAHA...

why is it called monday ?!!

2009-08-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

it sucks !!!
its boring !!
its tiring !!!
its such a tiring day !!!
its slow~
its dead !
its long lasting !
it ends the wonderful weekend !!!
its the beginning of the reality ! and it sucks !
its sleepy !
its cold !
it always there !
it always come back !
it always make your life stuck !!!
it wont take you anywhere.. just the same place that you have always been !!!
it kills !!!
it should never exists !!!
it sucks !!!
whos love it anyway ???

I H A T E M O N D A Y ! ! !

Influenza A - H1N1

2009-08-06T17:40:00.000-07:00

semalam seyes gua rasa cam xleh blah.. badan rasa lemau jek ! badan panas.. kepala panas.. uhh.. rasa cam nak demam arr.. bile time pas lunch tu plak.. tetibe gua duk bersin2.. uiii.. gua dah xsedap ati dah. duk kt opis rasa cam xleh blah ! skrg ni kan dah 13 org mati pasal H1N1 neh !!! cuak bai !!! gua pon secara rasmi nye menggunakan kepala hotak gua.. saspek yg gua ni kene virus babi tu ! babi btol ! gua nak idup lama wei ! gua blom lagi kawen ! sia2 idup gua kalo cmni !!! uhh..
bile da balik keje.. gua pon plan nak g klinik la. bile dah sampai klinik.. awek yg jaga counter tu ckp "kalo nak cek.. tak leh kt klinik.. mesti direct g hospital." aiseyh.. lagi la gua tak sedap ati. kt hospital tu dah la ada org mcm2 penyakit ! adess.. dah la mlm ni kak yati plan ajak g karaoke ! potong seyh !!! melepas gua ! so mlm gua pegi hospital dgn abg ipar gua.. dah sampai hospital..
igtkan tak ramai.. skali bersepah org woii !!! mmg mendapat la gua kene tggu nie ! bile sampai turn gua g cek.. dgn berdebar2 nye gua tggu jawapan dari doktor tu.. akhirnya doktor tu pon ckp "awak ok. cuma demam biasa je." hohh !!! gumbira nya gua !!! senang hati siot ! tp gua still tak puas ati.. gua tanye la doktor tu lagi.. "so doc.. saya ni xde kene ngan virus H1N1 tu laa ?" then dgn selambe nyer doktor tu jwb.. "kami ada menyediakan poster kt luar tu utk org2 awam. bagi sume yg boleh membaca laa. saya rasa awak ni takde masalah utk membaca kan ? kalo nak layan awak sorg je mmg saya takde masa. saya ada ramai lagi pesakit kt luar tu yg blom kena check. so sila2 lah baca poster2 kt luar tu ye." uiiyaii !!! panas gile telinga gua ni dgr ! harap doktor je lebih ! no manners ! tak pasal2 je gua kene sound dgn doktor ! kalo nak ikutkan hati.. nak je gua tapak doktor tu. tp bile pk2 balik.. gua xleh nak salahkan doktor tu.. coz mebe dia jemm kene check beratus2 org dlm masa satu hari. tp dlm beratus2 org tu.. apesal la dia nak kene lepas kan panas dia tu kt gua ?!!! sedih je rasa. woo :'(
then gua tros blah coz kalo nak tggu ambik ubat.. mak aii.. no giliran yg gua dpt.. 972. no giliran masa tu.. 726 !!! berapa lama gua nak tggu tu woi ?!!! dah tu blah jek lew.. hoho..

(arrow ni gua jmp kt parking motor hospital smlm)

pastu gua gi lepak kt pecalele kt ampang. jmp la badik lipan natasya DK1 and yang paling bes tu gua jmp Alel beso n Didi yang baru je kawen ! lama siot ktorg x jmp.. dekat setahun gak la tak jmp ! at last.. dpt gak gua rasa hepi ending smlm.. hehe..

omeremix vol.1

2009-08-06T00:22:00.000-07:00

hohoho..
all the sudden i feel like wanna do a mixset..
so here it is..

omeremix vol.1

you can download this from this URL..

http://www.megafileupload.com/en/file/124417/omeremix-vol-1-mp3.html

THE KIDS WANT TECHNO !!!

here are the track lists :-

1. Umek - You Might Hear Nothing (Original Mix)
2. Twinbeat (Dandi & Ugo Mix)
3. alex bau feat. dj chip - techno rock (original mix)
4. RevNoise - Beyound Darkness (Original Mix)
5. Totoproto - Lithium (Simone De Caro & Lollo Remix)
6. kolombo – sniff
7. timo maas – jetstream
8. Andi Vax & Sergi Bits – SUPERTZAR (radio edit)
9. nik giovannelli - the sandstorm (dandi and ugo remix)
10. Tiesto - Adagio For Strings (Yan Oxygen Remix)

enjoy !!!

downloading..

2009-07-29T21:42:00.000-07:00

i dunno why for the past few days i cannot access to blogger.com
but today is accessible !!! yeahh !!!

meh meh.. gua nak cite sket meh..
dlm beberapa hari ni.. gua pon tak tau ape penyakit tenet kt opis ni..
byk page leh access dah !!! so gua pon ape lagi..

DOWNLOADING IN PROGRESS !!!

huhu.. kalo nak ckp brape byk EDM yang aku download..
mmg byk !!!
imagine.. for just 1 day (aisehh.. mcm Kai Tracid la plak ! haha..) gua leh dpt 200++ track !!!
kewl huh ?!!!
hahahaha..

listing yg gua download setakat ne..

ELECTRO

TECH HOUSE

PROGRESSIVE

TECHNO

sume yg baru2 weyh !!! hahahaha.. tp gua takkan berenti setakat ni je..
gua akan meneruskan perjuangan gua untuk mengdownload lagu !!!
hohoho..

nak jadi DJ ?? tamo laa..

gua bukan DJ..

hahahaha..

what is happening today ?

2009-07-24T02:09:00.001-07:00

nothing !
absolutely nothing !
haha..

End ?

2009-07-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

guess what ??
this week has come to an end !
such a fast week !
hahaha..

i had a blast !!!

2009-07-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

my weekend was totally wicked sick !!! enough said.

Thank.God.Its.Friday !!!

2009-07-16T18:51:00.001-07:00

arineh gua telah memulakan hari dgn keadaan yg sangat lemau.
bangun awal.. siap cepat.. tp bile sampai masa nak tggu bas jek..
gua jadi jem !!! lama nak mampos !!! ada sejam lebih gak la gua tggu bas.. kol 7.00a.m. gua da start tggu cam bese.. dlm kol 8.15a.m. baru bas ada ! pehh.. mmg jem la kpala otak gua..
dah tu "pagi yg lemau" gua tak habis kt situ.. sambung lagi bai..
dlm bas dah mcm sardin.. berdiri satu hal.. jln jem lagi.. betol2 nasi tambah laa !!!
tapi takpe.. gua agak bernasib baik.. kerana org kat opis gua tak berapa amek port sgt kt gua neh..
gua sampai dah la lambat.. dorg sume leh senyum lagi kt gua..
aii.. OPIS GUA MMG HEAVEN !!! dah sampai opis.. gua bole relax lagi.. boss gua mmg sporting.. colleague gua xpyh ckp.. dorg sume mcm hepi je tgk gua.. xtau la pasal gua ni kacak ke.. zip suar gua terbukak ke.. haa tu yg kita tak tau tu !!!
ahh.. malas arr gua nak fikir.. lagi gua fikir lagi semak nt kepala gua.. wat masa ni gua try menggunakan ke"heaven"an yg gua ada kt opis ni selagi gua mampu. gua nak layan movie ar pasneh !!!
siap bawak external yg tak tahan tu.. sume movie yg gua kumpul2 time kt uitm dulu.. ada laa dlm 100 movie gua simpan ! wohohohohh..
WOI ARINEH HARI JUMAAT WOI !!!
masa cepat je jln.. suke btol gua..
weekend ni ape plan ek ??

apekah ???

lepak2 je ke ?

g club ke lagi ?

party ?

DATING ??? (gua ada awek ke ?)

hmm.. tak sabar btol nak abeskan hari ni..

coz ITS FRIDAY BABY !!!

Buku Sekolah Darjah Satu Dulu-Dulu..

2009-07-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

korg igt lagi ke ape yg korang belajar kat sekolah time darjah satu dulu ?
kalo korg igt2 balik mesti korg rasa kelakar siot..
hahaha...
haaa.. gua nak bagi korg igt sket neh..
meh meh layan buku sekolah darjah satu dolu2 !!!
hihihihi...

ape korg rasa wei lepas tgk buku yg dah lama giler neh ??? huhu.. gua pon xtau laa canee nak ckp.. rindu jadi budak darjah satu ke.. sengal giler ke..ntah laa..tp bile nak igt2 balik.. time darjah satu sume sengal2 dowh !!! buat bende yg pelik2 je..

hahahahaha..

30 tentang wanita yang lelaki perlu tahu

2009-07-14T20:39:00.000-07:00

Tips ini khas untuk LELAKI tidak kira SUAMI orang, PAKWE orang, TUNANG orang, DUDA, dan ABUT (ahli bujang tua) sahaja........... hahaha..

1.Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata, itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri diam masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati, tolak cintanyadengan lembut, jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan, dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya, biarkan dia untuk seketika. Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan, cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa. Muzik, lirik, puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni langsung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif, misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat, tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan, dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit, semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita. Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita, cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan. Kemudian biarkandia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar, tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu, teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya. Tanya dia sendiri!! (sbb lelaki selalu salah mengagak)

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis, cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar, benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya, kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan ‘Hi’ sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bagi wanita bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah, bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis). Mereka akan rasa terharu danmerasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati. Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So, kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah…

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah KEJUJURAN dan KESETIAAN..

tak sunyi tak sepi..

2009-07-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

arineh cam bese arr..
gua sampai2 pasang pc.. setting lagu pepagi.. tros cek emel (neh la keje sebenar gua)
lek2 jap.. g beli bekpes tingkat 32.. beli bihun goreng kosong ngan kuih karipap n kuih kacang.
pastu sambung cek emel sambil mkn..
gua rasa cam dah xleh tahan laa.. arinehh dah 15hb.. so pas kira2.. dah ngam2 dua bulan gua kt library neh.. buku log gua kosong bai !!! ape laa presentation yg bakal gua bagi kt lecturer gua nanti ?!!! adoiiiyaii.. semak btol la kpala gua.. asal laa mgt dorg neh trok sgt haa..
trainee mmg dorg wat tak heran jek !!! gua nye expectation kt TOURISM MALAYSIA neh tinggi bai.. igt dpt laa wat keje2 luar ke.. g negeri2 lain ke.. buat byk aktiviti ke.. mmg gua mengharap giler2 nye ye..
tp ape yg gua dpt ??? dua bulan gua keras kt sini !!! xde wat ape2 !!! nak kata takde langsung tu tipu laa.. ade la gua wat keje gak.. tp keje2 library laa.. tolong2 dorg sume kt sini.. sampai skrg gua still tolong2 wat keje.. tp dorg kengkadang tu tegur gua pon tak.. lalu cmtu je.. senyum laa paling2 pon dorg bagi..
akan tetapi.. sebagai pelajar yg berdedikasi lagi berkaliber.. gua akan tetap bersabar dan terus bertahan.. meneruskan perjuangan gua yg bosan nak mampos neh !!!
oh tuhan.. kuatkan la semangat gua.. beri la petunjuk agar gua dpt mencapai 4 FLAT yg selama ini gua impikan.. amin...

start your day with a smile !

2009-07-13T18:52:00.001-07:00

heheheheheh...

DARE TO TELL

2009-07-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

What type of day are you having? sleepy.. sober.. weak.. slow.. lumpy.. shit !
Do you ever farted in front of anyone? off course ! hahaha..
Are you liking how you look today? yeap !!! im wearing all black !
Do you have anyone crushing on you? not sure la.. but there is one dat i know. huhu..
Have you ever eaten a bug? ulat sagu di sabah ! sedap !
Are you vegeterian? HELL NO !!!
When was the last time you kissed someone? during last semester in UITM
Have you ever had something stuck between your teeth, but no one decided to tell you? dunno arr..
Are you a mother or a father? im a father to one of my clsmate ! hahaha..
Ever forgot to zipped ur pants? yes !!! time g cafeteria B ! dah balik bilik baru gua sedar. malu seyh ! seb baik xde org pasan. hohohh..
How many pets do you have? no longer have :(
Have you ever cheated ur bf/gf? what kind of cheat may i ask ? eheheh..
Are you closer to being rich or poor? i think im stuck in the middle
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no lah !
What was the last gift someone gave you? on my bday ! my neighbour gave me this frame dat wishes lots of things !
Do you appreciate that person? i just met her ! serious ! but thankful laa for sure
what is your weight right now? 77kg.. shit im fat !
Are you in love? hell no !
Have you ever been in love? yes
Do you even believe in love? right now i dont even know what love is
How many things are you really thinking about right now? dunno.. coz im really2 tired
Did you talk to anyone you didn't like today? no
Do you like picnics? yeah !
Have you ever laugh while everyone is keep quiet? yes ! and it was really awkward !
What is/was your worst nightmare? clown from the movie "IT" but it was long time ago when i was a kid
What's your father's middle name? Ling
Ever get naked in your room? yes ! hahaha.. feel free bebeh !
What kind of mood are you in? blurrrr...
Are you waiting for anything? nope..
Are you going to bed after this? i wish i could go to bed right now !
Have you ever watched Sesame Streets? my favourite kids tv series !!! love monster cookie !
cook at home or eat outside? cook at home
Would you share your secrets with your parents? not all laa..
What book are you currently reading? the title is "I DONT READ BOOKS"
What song did you last listen to? Plain White T's - Hey There Dililah
What movie is in your DVD player? Upin & Ipin my niece
How many windows are open in your computer? only 2 with 5 tabs
Are you a very stressed out person? at some point yes
Have you ever hit anyone? dulu laa.. skrg tak dahh.. skrg saya baik =)
Have you ever been on television or in the paper? yes ! in newspaper when i was a kid. hehe..
Are you single? yup !
Do you have pimples right now? no..
Where do you live? wangsa maju
Do you ever watch Bold and the beautiful? HELL NO !!! NEVERR !!!
Do you sometimes watch the news? yes
Have you ever seen a shooting star? yes
Do you believe in aliens? dunno arr..
Have you ever been to world trade center? what kind of question is this ??? I WORK IN WORLD TRADE CENTER !!! hahahahaha.. lol !

sober..

2009-07-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

arineh gua nantok giler !!! my weekend suppose to be so much fun.. i went to the boilerroom @hartamas with DK1 last saturday nite. dj keri & dj ghafa..

(DJ Kerry)

pehh dorg men gempak giler siot !!! tech trance all the way.. sume lagu dorg agak horror arr.. pehh gempak owh. dah sedap2 layan.. tetibe pkol 2.30 polis dtg wat raid plak ! POTONG GILER AH !!! panas jek !!! dah tu ktorg blah laa.. aiseyhh.. xde hal laa.. janji gua ada member mancut gua DK1. huhu.. yang lagi xtahan tu.. ktorg singgah umah member pijot & mato kat damansara damai.. aiseyhh.. jmp plak sorg lagi kembar DK1 makk aiii.. dia punya mancut.. lagi terok dari DK1 siot !!! nama dia zainal. DK1 and Zainal (The Mancuts !)

pijot plak panggil dia zainal raja lawak. hahahaha... then jmp lagi ramai laa.. abg din, pehh dia neh otai raver seyh ! haha.. kiki, angah, kam, ntah laa ade lagi beberapa org gua tak hengat arr.. huhu
pas DK1 da hantar gua kt umah.. ptg tu gua kuar ngan apis botak n kamal !

kitorg g mana tah.. ade satu shopping complex tu kat area bangsar ke mana tah.. ahh dekat2 situ la kot !!! 1st time gua sampai sana kot ! da abes pusing2 kitorg plan nak g mkn.. xtau nak g mana neh ! tetibe gua teringat kat member Mek D gua.. safiera.. gua pon call la dia.. cun cun plak dia ada kt Mek D. haa.. ape lagi kitorg pon terjah arr.. xpasal2 dpt mkn free kt Mek D !!!

wahahahaha.. time blah plak gua bole tertido kt dlm kete. tau2 da sampai umah dah dorg hantar. hoho.. nasib gak laa weekend gua end up dgn hepi.. huhu..

pelik bin ganjil !

2009-06-30T21:21:00.000-07:00

gua pelik btol laa.. xpenah2 blog neh bole bukak kt opis.. tetibe bley plak..
tp bile gua test bukak fb mepes sume still tak leh !!! (gua mengharap giler biar boleh siot ! mana tak nye !!! keras giler kot kat opis neh !!! jiwa kacau dowh xtau nak wat ape !!! semak kpale hotak gua !!!)
haha.. ape lagi.. gua pon sambung la bercerabehh !!! wahahaha..
ari ahad aritu bday gua.. n time tu gak laa sis gua wat majlis bertunang.
kalo nak cite panjang lebar.. xdpt de jet !!! tp tu la dia.. dlm gua hepi2 tu..
jauh kat sudut lubuk hati.. gua sedih giler..
kengkadang tu rasa cam nak story je.. tp xtau kat sape..
tension gua seyh.. gua neh bkn la jenis yg suke sgt nak share problem dgn sesape..
gua xsuke sgt nak tunjuk muke sedih gua ni kat sesape..
so bile org tengok gua je.. dorg mesti pikir yg gua ni hepi je memanjang..
u wrong beb ! u wrong ! heheheh... tp tu la yg gua nak ekceli..
gua nak org len tgk gua hepi je.. part yg sedeyh2 tu... biar la gua rasa sendiri..
ape yg gua leh share ngan korg.. on that 28th June 2009.. se umur hidup gua..
gua xpenah la rasa sedih.. sesedih yg gua rasa pada tarikh tu..
tuhan je la yg tau..
ape yg penting.. gua dpt tgk org len hepi..
lagi satu..
ape yg penting.. KERJASAMA !!!
abes abes !!! abessssssssssssssssss !!!

cats !!!

2009-06-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

here is some pictures of cats which i captured from the Cat's Museum last time when i was in Kuching, Sarawak. its kinda interesting to look at !
go ahead have a peek ! =)

seratus kebenaran

2009-06-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: teh o
2. Last phone call: Baby
3. Last text message: xleh msg ! hp kene barred !!!
4. Last song you listened to: who's who - sexy fuck (louie padilla sick mix)
5. Last time you cried: when i reached my new home !!! time mancut giler plak tu ! uhuhuhu..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup
7. Been cheated on: ada laa gak
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: i love to kiss !!!
9. Lost someone special: mmg xkan lupa sampai bila2 :'(
10. Been depressed: kadang2
11. Been drunk and threw up: gua tak minum beb

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: ramai giler !!!
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: masa kat umah lipan aritu la !!! cis..
18. Met someone who changed you: yes !!!
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes !!!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: slalu sgt !
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes =P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: half of them.. the rest.. ntahh !!!
23. How many kids do you want to have: lama lagi dowh nak kawen ! pk psl anak plak dah knape ???
24. Do you have any pets: once
25. Do you want to change your name: tamo la
26. What did you do for your last birthday: tgk cite transformer dgn hehe
27. What time did you wake up today: around 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tido !!!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: graduate !!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: couple of minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing..
32. What are you listening to right now: spyzer - i feel so free
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: FB, yahoo mail (kt opis yahoo mail je yg boleh dowh ! daymnn !!!)
36. Whats your real name: muhammad khalil zolkiflee
37. Nicknames: alil, telo, penyu, kari, ape lagi eyh ? ahh korg pk ahh sendiri ape nak letak ! aku xkesah !
38. Relationship Status: im in open relationship with nor aziah
39. Zodiac sign: cancer
40. Male or female?: MALE
41. Elementary?: sk taman sri gombak
42. Middle School?: SM zon R1
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: panjang tak panjang sgt arr.. bole tak ? haha
46. Height: 183cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: xde pon
48. What do you like about yourself?: im always get lucky !!!
49. Piercings: dont have
50. Tattoos: tattoo freedom aritu ade la !
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: sunat tu kira surgery ke ? haha
53. First piercing: dun have leww
54. First best friend: izzat
55. First sport you joined: bola sepak arr.. tp tak terer pown. haha
56. First vacation: urmm.. tak igt arr.. seyes !
58. First pair of trainers: xde pon. haha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope !
60. Drinking: nope !
61. I'm about to: change the playlist
62. Listening to: ATB
63. Waiting on: this to finish !!! byk lagi dowh !!!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yup
65. Get Married?: insyaAllah.. amin !!!
66. Career?: event planner !!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: dun care !!!
70. Older or Younger: tak kesah la beb
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: both !!!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: lost glasses ! contact koyak !!!
79. Sex on first date: aaaaaaa....
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: kencing kat dlm balai dowh ! kene kat badik ! hahaha..
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: ishkk..
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles:yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: yes
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yes
95. Did you sing today?: ada dowh.. baru je td
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yup
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: middle school
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day before..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YES
101. You post this because?: sume pasal atie dowh !!! pasal atie !!!! org dah nak tdo da ni. ciss..

punish 2 purify Mat

2009-06-19T05:44:00.001-07:00

meh meh layan bende neh ! bes dowh ! klakar giler !!!

freedom 09

2009-06-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

at last.. dpt gak gua g party beb ! hohohohh.. da lama siot x PARTY cmneh..
dari tahun lepas la gak gua x party neh ! nak tau besh ke tak ??? haa.. tgk la video neh !
pehh.. abg ferry gempak giler siot. hmm.. kalo korg nak tau.. pasal dia gak laa gua jadi cmneh..
1st gi club jmp dia arr.. xigt arr tahun bape.. dah lama daa.. masa tu kt zouk..
1st time gua pop beb ! hanyut makk aiii.. xtau arr canee lagi nak cite dia nye bes tuh..
pehh !!! nak nak plak dia men lagu adagio for strings an an an ??? mmg berhantu la lagu tuh !

FREEDOM best GILERRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nak tau pasal pe dia bes ? pasal dia bessttt~ !!! haha.. gua masuk free beb !!! dua2 mlm gua masuk free.. 1st nite gua gamble jek nak redah tp xde tiket.. ngam2 kt entrance tu.. gua tgk org tercicir tiket btol2 depan mata gua. ai.. gua neh xde laa bengap bangang sual nak tgk jee..
MMG TAK LAA !!!! gua amek tiket tu.. tros dpt masuk !
2nd nite plak gua pkai tag org bagi.. hohohhh.. best seyhh !!!!

after party pon terbaik !!! lost n found siot !!! gua jmp balik sume long lost fren gua..
alep zali anis kotak botak alan emy boroi ieka mamak nelfi imal (dah kurus dowh !) puteh palau akim azra and the rest of dak2 seremban. i met new frens !!! boss ain shafiq nur fadz fara mana fara ntah.. ramai sgt arr.. xdpt nak gua sebut satu2 weyhh !!! tp seyes.. HYPER mmg gempak ! tetap gempak ! forever gempak ! wahahahaa.. badik.. lipan.. korg the best ! atiee heboh.. tak dpt pegi lak !!! grrrr..

anyway.. i had fun !!! xpe.. till the next party.. we will meet again ! =)

tourism malaysia !!!

2009-05-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

dari ari isnin aritu gua dah start praktikal..
hmm.. nak kata bes tu.. xde la bes sgt.. nak kata bosan tu..
bosan coz xbyk keje laa.. tp gua rasa tu sekadar permulaan..
nt2 gua bz la kot. kt opis gua susah nak on9 coz sume blog, facebook, chat sume kene blocked !!! wtf mann.. gua igt kat uitm jek cmtu..
xpe la.. gua akan teruskan perjuangan gua..
selagi gua mampu gua akan tros update blog gua neh..
aritu gua sakit kepala.. kebetulan ada port lepak kat blakang opis.. tu kira port merokok arr.. gua tgk kat situ siap ada bantal tikar sume.. gua da saket gua xpikir pjg arr.. tros gua runner g situ tros arr melepet ! tp xde la smpai tdo.. cukup sekadar nak rest je..
pap pap ! dan dan tu rmai plak officer dtg lepak merokok.. gua pon wat bodo je la baring2.. tau2 kantoi bodoh beb.. agak2 da kantoi tu gua pon tros ah blah dari port tu.. xckp pe dahh..
hmm..
haa.. nak jadikan cite.. pas gua lunch.. sorg officer tu panggil gua.. whiteboard yg kene permanant marker tu..dia suh bersihkan kasi licin.. gua da tau gua kantoi bodoh.. tak ckp ape gua pon tros je la buat.. smpai jemm tangan gua beb..
last2 licin gak white board tu gua kasi setel..
ahh.. pe nak wat.. gua neh trainee.. layan je la ape dorg suh wat..
tp agak2 la gak an ape yg dorg suh tu.. xde sume bende gua nak lyn de leww.. pehh.. nama officer tu kamal.. kalo nak ikutkan nak je gua letop mamat tu.. dia bkn officer gua pon ekceli.. ada ke patut dia suh gua wat keje kat dept dia ! kali neh gua layan ar.. pas ni kalo dia suh lagi mmg gua wat bodo je laa..
tp xpe.. 4 bulan tu.. gua kene menten gua punya personaliti..
xleh nak wat hal dowh.. huhu..
k la beb..
gua rasa smpai sini je la dulu gua bercerabehh..
len kali gua sambung lagi arr..
adiosss~

selamat tinggal..

2009-05-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

gua sekarang d bilik.. kosong dan penuh dgn sampah sarap menandakan gua akan meninggalkan tempat ini.. setelah hampir 2 setengah tahun berada di sini.. akhirnya gua akan pulang ke tanah air gua..

sedih ? happy ? sakit hati ? geram ?

semua pon ade kot. tp xpe.. gua anggap semua ni sebagai salah satu perjalanan yg gua tempuhi dan masih perlu diteruskan..
byk yg gua terpaksa tinggalkan.. kawan2.. kekasih..
ishkk.. mcm2 yg gua lalui kat sini xdpt gua lupakan beb..
berat btol hati gua nak blah neh.. xleh blah btol !

senang btol hati gua yg pasneh xyah pk pasal nak buku lagi.. kot !
mana la tau kalo2 dpt sambung plak lagi pasneh kan.. ntah mana la plak gua pegi nanti.. huhu..

pepehal sabah mmg menjadi satu kenangan yg indah buat gua..
xkan dpt gua lupakan buat selama2nya.. ishkk ishkk :'(

sori la sebab gua xdpt nak wat blog neh semat2.. gua rushing neh beb ekceli ! hohohhh..

xpe.. jumpa kita nanti di KL plak okeyh ?!!

to all my frens back here.. im gonna miss u guys.
sorry kalo2 gua ada tersalah kata.. terkasar bahasa..
ada hutang ke.. harap2 korg halal kan la yekk ?
huhuhu.. i love u all !!!

to my baby.. i love u so much..
im gonna miss u so much..
we will keep in touch.
dun u cry so much okay ?

thank you for everything.
goodbye negeri di bawah bayu..
hello KL !!!

-peace-

all this need to come to an end..

2009-04-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

perghhh.. minggu neh bz giler arr.. byk btol asgmnt..
test lagi.. presentation lagi.. huhhh.. bape mlm daa gua tak cukup tido..
mana tahan beb !!! next week ada 2 lagi test.. 1 quiz..
takpe2.. gua try la gak bertahan.. tinggal sebulan jek lagi..
then gua dah xpayah nak adap benda2 neh lagi !!! wahahaha..
tak sabar btol gua siot..

i need to finish what i have started !

org dolu2 slalu kata.. "susah2 dahulu.. senang2 kemudian.."
harap2 btol la ape yg dorg ckp tu..
so gua malas nak pk byk2 pasal bende2 yg len neh..
biar la gua focus kat satu bende neh dulu.. huhu..

neh gambar gua a.k.a. Jason Friday the 13th. masa Halloween presentation aritu. hehehehh..

ishh.. next sem gi praktikal training lagi.. pastu gua abes !!!
tak sabar siot gua nak grad..
nt gua balik gua da duk kat umah baru daa..
nasib la umah tu tak jauh ngan umah lama gua..
still kat wangsa maju gak.
btol2 seblah umah kakak gua yg 1st..
leh la gua jmp Akip n baby Dinie hari2 !!! yeeehaaa..!!!

tiada lagi..

2009-03-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lama.. lama tak lama gak la..
akhirnya gua telah fikir dgn masak2..
tidak begitu lama gua memulakan tindakan gua..
baru saja sebentar tadi.. kurang dari semenet !
ianya berlaku seperti sekelip mata..
seakan2 ianya langsung tidak pernah wujud..
namun begitu.. gua tetap tabah.. gua sedia menerima
ape je org nak ckp.. ahh, lantak la !!! g la mampos org nak ckp pe !
better gua focus kat gua nye asgmnt yg berlambak2 neh !
ahh.. dah dah.. abis !!!

dilema..

2009-03-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

hari demi hari.. ia bertumbuh semakin panjang.. membuatkan gua hepi. akan tetapi.. tetap ada yang membencinya.. bagi gua.. ia sedikit pun tidak mungutuk mak bapak sesiapa.. asal ade gak yang dengki ? mungkinkah dorg terlalu jambu sehingga ia tidak tumbuh pada diri mereka ? mungkinkah gua patut melakukan sesuatu ? patut kah gua mengubah diri gua mulai sekarang ? kalo ia tiada.. apakah yg bakal berlaku kepada diri gua ? bagaimanakah dengan impian gua ingin ia menjadi sgt2 panjang agar boleh mengikuti jiwa rockstar.. semak btol kepale hotak gua !!! patutkah gua mengabaikan apa jua suara yg berada di sekeliling gua ? huru-hara seluruh jiwa dan raga gua ! LEAVE ME ALONE !!!

gua dapat anak buah lagi sorg !!! huhuhu..

2009-03-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

Lebih kurg pukul 12 tghari tadi.. gua telah dikejutkan dgn suatu berita yg tergempar !!! time tu kitorg sume dlm kete otw nak gi wedding kwn ktorg nama dia kipak.. pastu tetibe gua dpt call daripada sis 2^nd gua.. tp yg best u aqief (anak buah gua gak yg berumur 4 tahun) yg ckp.. pstu tros dia ckp.. “pakcu pakcu.. akip da ada baby.. baby akip comel.” Woihhh !!! bkn main tekejut gua beb ! gua igt dia men2.. pastu gua suhh dia panggil dedi dia.. tau2 dedi dia ckp btol. Lebih kurg dlm pkul 4 petang sabtu baby born (dlm hati gua panas jek.. lambat btol dorg inform gua..ciss !!!). Hepi sakan gua beb ! sedih rasanya xdpt berada di tempat kejadian.. kalo nk ikutkan hati.. nak je gua beli tiket balik kl tros !!! nasib je laa gua pown bz giler kat sini (assignment byk giler beb !!!).. so gua pown hepi dari jauh jek lew.. my 1^st sis dpt baby boy lagi. Nama blom lagi kena bagi.. huhh.. tak sabar btol gua nak balik !!! makin meriah laaa family neh !!! (insyaallah) :’)

penghujung sabtu..

2009-03-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lama mengkaji.. akhirnya gua berjaya menguasai blog ini !!! hohohhh.. ok ok.. meh kita cite ape jadi hari neh ! uii.. what a tiring day. i almost spend my whole day in my room. da la roomate gua balik umah dia.. damnn !!!
tu la yg mula blajar nak wat blog neh. but suddenly encik 'red kelisa' telah membawa kmi jln2 di 1 borneo. mula2 plan nk men bowling.. last2 xjd coz masing2 sen tarakk !!! ahahaha.. penyudahnye kitorg jln2 jek lew kat sana. pas da bosan jln2.. ktorg g likas mkn kat ada satu restoran kecik tu ntah apa nama dia ntah gua tak hengat arrr. makanan tu agak bes.. tp nama dia and hidangan dia simple jek "nasi 2 ayam" nak kata pecal ayam bukan.. tp lebey kurg arr.. dapp owhh !!! nyumm nyumm !!! da abes lepak then ktorg pon balik arr.. oh ye.. mekaceh encik red kelisa ! hohohh.. bile balik tros sambung wat blog neh !!! huhu.. gua da hebat la beb ! seblom gua takbur dan riak lebeh2 neh.. gua nak ucap mekacehh kat cik nia coz gua buat blog neh base on blog dia arr.. mekaceh nia =P
skrg nak masuk part yg sedeyh plak.. satu hari neh bintang tak timbul2 =(
oh ye.. lupa lak nk gtau.. kt luar bilik gua skrg neh berkabus tebal. sejuk giler beb !!!
lalalalalaa....

take it or dont take it, i dont care !!!

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1. Do you hate Americans?
i dun hate them.. only that god damn BUSH !!!

2. Do you respect others religous beliefs?
off course

3. Do you respect others non-religous beliefs?
i have never found one.. but if i do i still respect them

4. Have you ever called someone a fag?
haha.. yes ! shud i mention the name too ?

5. Do you label people?
i label people in so many ways

6. Have you ever bullied someone for being retarded?
yes ! when i was a kid. i still remember his name is acop.. we used to make fun of him for being such a retard. we also ask him to do this do that in a wrong way. ya.. i used to be a bad boy

7. Do you even know what retarded means?
huh..

8. Have you ever had a supernatural experience?
when i was in xaxau mode.. yes ! i can fly ! ahahaha..

9. What's the worst name you've ever been called?
gemok

10. Have you ever kissed a toad?
why should i ?

11. If so, did he turn into a prince?
even if i did kiss a toad.. i dont want it to become a prince. im not gay

12. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you didn't know?
many times

13. Have you ever fallen in love at all?
up to u then

14. Do you believe vampires exist?
never

15. Do you believe vampires are evil?
i said i never believe them !

What is the difference between...

16. Killing someone in war and murder?
in war.. u will never get caught.
murder.. it is fun !

17. Love and lust?
love.. it will cost
lust.. it such a waste of time

18. America and the rest of the world?
hell and heaven

19. Boys and girls?
hot dogs and burgers

20. Kids and Grown-ups?
kids just fun..
grown-ups.. only time could tell

21. When do you stop being a kid?
when my hair below starts growing

22. What does love mean to you?
sorry.. i still dont know what it means.

23. Has anyone ever cursed you out in a foreign language?
yes.. there is one time this 2 chinese guy.. they said 'tiunaseng !' and i said back to them 'pukimak la ko !!!'

24. Can you name every person on Earth?
is this even a question ?

25. Do you think that's impossible?
yup

26. Do you dream more about monkeys or trains?
wtf ???

27. Are you sick of this survey?
this survey sucks !

empty saturday

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this is not suppose to be like this but its still happening to me..
forethought i understand it very much..
my current living is full of emptyness..
but sum how it is too important for me to get rid off.
everywhere i go.. i see the same people over n over again.
i dun even noe what is happening in the outside world
hope this will come to an end soon.
i want to be free !

i miss my very life..